Ive noticed that all my high school relationships were time wasters. I never really Liked any of them. and when things came to an end i never really cared. Its really pointless in the end. Its not that i regret any of my actions. its just that i really could have cared less then and now. so this blod is all about pointlessness and what a large role it plays in evryones life. I mean we all do something pointless in our lives at some point.
Im just so glad im alone right now. I like being alone. You dont have shit to worry about. I remember when i never liked being single. It was like hell to not be with someone. Everyone goes through that stupid shit right? cuz i know im human enough for that. I mean dont get me wrong, having someone there for you that cares for you in more ways than one is a nice thing to have. but im good. I used to think about getting married...?!?! yeah it was that bad. Now im just like What The FUCK was i thinking about that for in HIGH SCHOOL. its like maybe after college....maybe....right now im good with chillin by myself or with sum cousins and a few good friends. My contacts are limited because i keep it that way. Having a few people that you actually chill with is better than having 200 acquaintances that you talk to because you have nothing better to do.
I love meeting new people. But very few people cross that line from acqaintance to friend. Im just sitting here waiting for my new life in the bay. Im going to miss the cozyness of home. cuz u know theres no place like it. but everyone leaves their comfort zone at one point in their life.
I think its time for me to create a new comfort zone.
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