Thursday, September 13, 2007

FUCK

ok obviously no one understands how big of a thing this is for me.
no one gets how important this is at all. My life is art. and no one gets it.

"you can go next time"
"youll always have another chance"

yeah maybe....maybe not

and even if i did have another chance to go to a venue like this
it wouldnt be the same.

i didnt get to finish staying at the day event so the least she could do was let me check out the night event. i dont even have class tomorrow. nothing is going on in the morning tomorrow for me is there? NO. so why not let me go. freinds will be there. downtown may be a creepy place but hey, i dont give a shit when it comes to things like this.

no one understands the significance of this event.

the knot in my throat has rejoined me....just when i thought i got rid of it.

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