Dreamworld

I feel like a revitalized person. I havent been home in god knows how long. ive been at the aunts house for quite some time. Life seems adequate. i guess if it werent for mental breakdowns the euphoric points in life wouldnt be so....well....euphoric.

There was this piece of skin that was cut off on the side of my thumb. i decided to peel it off and its been stinging for days.

I wish there was something more to life sometimes. I know there is. but i wish there was something more to my life.

I keep dreaming of places high up where the clouds seem like cottonballs that could be held in the palm of my hand. I wander for a while then i plummet. Plunging down through the mackeral sky. Falling to nothing but water and a pebbly shore. The waves grow and grow and the eventually consume me whole along with the enitre waterfront. Falling through a beautiful sky. Swallowed by the uncharted sea. Wonder what all these dreams mean in the end

Amalgamation

I cant help but look at this picture and hope to dream about this place when i fall asleep, because it seems as if this place can only be found on that plane of existance. The picture has this neverending quality of it where the sky and land meet but go on forever into the distance even though they seem so different. So much to say. so little time.

I hope to visit this place soon.

BLAB!

I subscribed to Juxtapoz finally but i want to subscribe to GiantRobot now
BUT IM BROKE!
who wants to give me 25 bucks?
anyone?.........anyone?..........anyone?

bueller?..... bueller?


goodnight.

Typical

*sigh*

im 18 and i have no clue what goes on in the outside world. I want to go....i want to leave this place and get my credits...transfer and just go. I want to be free of the family burden.

typical sheltered teen rant huh?

fuck.